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I am going nowhere?

I barely feel like writing this so I apologize in advance if it makes no sense. I absolutely lack any motivation, even the smallest task feels impossible.. its been like this for years. I'm in community college right now and it is so ******* easy yet I can't even get the work done to transfer somewhere that actually bothers to teach students. I just feel like I don't have any passion in life or for living at all. I spend my time procrastinating doing "fun" things and all the time never having fun doing them. Its like I'm addicted to escapism. Some time ago it was like all my emotions were replaced with anger, nothingness, and anxiety. I've always been a weird and awful person, maybe I should be dead but I don't even want to bother with that anymore. I kind of just want to lay here and do nothing but I also hate the idea of that. I don't know if I'm lazy or depressed...
Anyway yeah advice would be appreciated thanks.

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